Desenchantee.

Desenchantee in french means kinda frustrated (по-русски - разочарованный if I'm not mistaken. That's a song of Mylene Farmer that I love much.
4 hours in Adobe Photoshop CS + Corel Painter 9, using Wacom tablet, beer, Combichrist's, Tumor's and Leaves' eyes music.
My kindneys are sick but I want more beer. Hmm...